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Feel My Soul
I think about really strange things at strange times of the day. Just today I was thinking about how people should stay grounded no matter what path their lives take them ---- while I was doing a no.2 in the toilet this morning. Too much information?
Anyway, I was just talking to one of my platoon mates yesterday whom I would say, hasn't been engaging in the healthiest of activities recently. I know, who am I to judge people? But hey, I guess I'm kinda like Aunt Agony to most people. So to cut a long story short (or to cut my pep talk short), I just told him that he should not continue what he's doing for too long, because he's really looking for an early death. Harsh eh? The whole talk about being grounded, I just feel that most people tend to stray from who they are when their lives are turned 180 degrees. I myself, included. And that's partly the fault of NS.
The past definitely helps in keeping one grounded. I think sometimes when people say they want to grow up and move on, they can never really part with their old selves altogether. I guess that's the inherent part of human nature. I for one, have been thinking back to how I've been like, and there are definitely many lessons to be learnt from what I've seen and done in the past. Through that, I want to expand on the good and become a much more wholesome person, both physically and mentally.
Recently, while dealing with some difficult people, it has come to my attention that some people just don't get subtle (or otherwise) hints that they are in the wrong. It baffles me to no end that some people are just so naive and spoilt. It just paints a sad picture of my fellow peers. To be honest, sometimes being straightforward is the only thing that can change others. If that fails, then that person needs a serious reality check because he's not gonna get far in life.
Yes, so back to my life recently. Life's hasn't been that bad. I've been getting along rather well in this phase of my life, and I'm glad that I have the support of my family and friends who keep me in check. It's been more than a year already, time to step up and focus of my future studies that is still a hell of an enigma to me. But I THINK I may have found something that's suited for me.
Doubt is just an obstacle in our lives. We just gotta get around it.
Thing's are gonna be shaken up for this month, and its gonna be a helluva crazy ride!
We're gonna get through this, somehow.
Hail Mary.