The clock is frozen in the tower, I haven't hope. I haven't faith. With breastplate of self-righteousness It glitters icy, thin and plain, - John Betjeman
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Guilt
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The thickening fog with sooty smell
Has blanketed the motor power
Which turns the London streets to hell;
And footsteps with their lonely sound
Intensify the silence round.
I live two lives and sometimes three.
The lives I live make life a death
For those who have to live with me.
Knowing the virtues that I lack,
I pat myself upon the back.
And shoes of smugness on my feet,
Before the urge in me grows less
I hurry off to make retreat.
For somewhere, somewhere, burns a light
To lead me out into the night.
And leads me down to Waterloo-
Into a warm electric train
Which travels sorry Surrey through
And crystal-hung, the clumps of pine
Stand deadly still beside the line.
Hail Mary.
This past week zoomed by really quickly. Yep, I didn’t think I was very productive throughout the entire week, what with major splitting headaches plaguing me on a few days. I couldn’t concentrate on my revision because of that… *sigh* Anyways, the good that came out from that week was meeting my friends again. Managed to spend a day with my friends for a movie outing and then I met like many other VS/TJ people during my NS medical check up (how coincidental!) and also when I was hanging around Parkway. Special mention must go out to the people I met during my check up because I truly expected to be alone that day. Thanks, you guys brightened my day(s). You know who you are. I had a bad dream a few days back… I dreamt of my Civics Tutor and I was telling her how I managed to pass Math and I actually did well for it. Then she responded that I did fairly well for the rest of my subjects… all but chemistry, which was the subject that she teaches. Not only that, I did even worse than I did before! Shit. Okay, either I’m too fucking stressed, or I’m just fucked up like that. Damn. Wish me luck. And good luck to you guys too.
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I hope I don’t do too badly for mid years seriously. I’ll just die.
God bless and study hard!
The album packaging is so cool! It's plastic wrapped like the items you find in a supermarket!
Hail Mary.
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寂寞先生
好奇杀死猫，寂寞杀死一个人。
当所有说出来的话都不能再被人所理解，
当所有的能力都成了与世隔离的一道墙；
好像如果现在就这么挂了，
也不会有一位神父愿意替你送葬。
On another note,
Happy belated birthday, Daddy!
Care Rep handover was yesterday. Love you guys!
I am sad.
Hail Mary.
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Cheap
A little bird dropped me this information a few days ago. This incident occurred in one of the top schools in the East.
Well, there was this couple who I would say, is rather high up the social ladder in that particular school. Now, like most teenage couples, there’s always the temptation to get up to no good, right? Apparently, this couple was engaging in an overzealous make-out session in a classroom of the school. (Just imagine…)
No points for guessing what happens next!
The couple was caught red-handed of course, duh. What would you have done in such a situation? It's hard to run away when you're probably all horny and stuff, oh wait, to even think!
Well, well, when caught red-handed, the girl replied oh-so-nonchalantly,
“I was trying to get a better look at his teeth!”
Oh my, you can have a better look at someone’s teeth when you shove your tongue down his/her throat now, it seems. That’s something I should try someday… hmm.
Gives new meaning to the term, “bird brain”, huh?
Cheap, cheap!
Hail Mary.
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Dear Someone
Dear Someone,
We all thought you had changed for the better. I thought you had changed for the better. It’s been quite a while and it seems those childish antics still remain. I almost feel sorry for you. As of now, I’ve had enough. I refuse to be part of your game of hide and seek. I refuse to be a pawn in your game. I refuse to be manipulated by you. What, huh? What are you gonna do? Your efforts are pathetic, pathetic! Seriously, silence isn’t always golden. It borders on cowardice and it disgusts the shit out of me. I don’t have to request. I don’t have to plead with you. I don’t have to get pissed at you and beg like some bitch.
I may not know what’s going on but it’s just a crime and a shame to see a bright future fizzle out just like that. With hopes and dreams pinned on all our shoulders, it’s just so sad to see yours go up in smoke and become part of the distant clouds…
Alas, I have decided.
From today, no wait, 2 days ago.
Dear Someone,
You are officially tried, tested and detested.
Congratulations.
Have a good life.
Yours truly,
The subdued bitch… till now.
P.S.
I hope all you mofos out there read this! Wahahaha.
Hail Mary.