Wednesday, October 29, 2008


Deepavali 2008

How many of you have had the chance to celebrate Deepavali with your friends? Not many I think. Anyways, my classmate, Priya, invited us to her house on Monday for lunch. We tucked into awesome finger food and Indian snacks which were really wonderful! Also, we had an awesome spread for lunch, mostly spicy food but I didn’t mind! All the food was really good! One of my dear classmates was just waiting to pounce on more food, but she was too shy to do so. Guys, I think you know who I’m talking about!

Yeah, so we spent the day eating, drinking, chatting and catching HSM on Disney. Don’t know why but they were telecasting all the movies that day. Spent some time playing cards too! So after lunch, we played around some more and then we surprised Ying Loo with a birthday cake!

Yep, some of the girls spent their Sunday to bake a wonderful chocolate cake for her birthday! Alrights, enough of my rambling! I shall post some pics now!

Oh yes before that, I would like to take Priya and her family for being so amazingly hospitable and everyone who was there that day!



Smile! :D



Can you feel the excitement?
I'm so glad my hand wasn't there.




The cake!
Next time can set up cake shop!
Just remember to give me disocunt!




Sc, be careful with that!
But, why is everyone smiling?
Scary, y'all.




Happy 17th YL!
All the best and jiayous!




Class pic with Miss Li!
Looks like a family portrait with three matriarchs in the front!




Playing Heart Attack.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"


Made my day!
Happy Deepavali everyone! (:

_____________________
Hail Mary.


Sunday, October 26, 2008


I don't know what to write for this damn title.

Hi, do you guys know what pain is?
Physical pain, mental pain, unpleasantness and emotion.
We suffer all the same.

To me, physical pain is but transient.
Emotional pain is truly where the heart of all evils reside.
Deep down there in your chest, the hurt, the grief, that tugging feeling at your organs.

You feel cornered. Claustrophobic! You try to run to escape but it doesn’t seem to dissipate. What if… you need help from others, but, but, they add on to your pain? You don’t want to take that foot forward. You’ll fall down a deep crevice. As you fall, you want to hold on to something, but get hurt in the process. Spiralling, spiralling, spiralling…

No one wants to feel vulnerable. It’s a sign of weakness. People will find that weakness off you and use it against you. What will they do?

They’ll stab you. Do you not see? THEY WILL STAB YOU.
Now go ahead, laugh. Laugh at my naivety.
Don’t say I didn’t warn you.


Retreat.
We retreat when we feel that the battle cannot be won. Oh yes, hide, hide!
Let’s all be cowards. It doesn’t change the damn fact that we still exist in this world. Do you not see? The battle still rages on, with or without your presence.

Emo.
Freak.
Crazy.
Scary.
Psychopath.

Haha.
What a joke!
What a freakin’ joke!
I never knew that I’d be associated with such words in my life. Never.

Haha, but its true, I mean if you think that such words represent me.
Then go ahead, stick that label on me. Go on.

I’m puzzled. Heh.
And highly amused. (:

_____________________
Hail Mary.


Friday, October 17, 2008


Shout

American Idol Top 8 Season 7 - Shout To The Lord



I shall not say, “Do not cry,” for not all tears are an evil – Tolkein

Hey friend.

How’re you doing up there?
I wonder if time passes faster, slower, or at the same pace up there.
Do emotions exist there?


Hope you’re doing fine!
It was a harsh reality that we all had to face last year.
We were sad. All of us. But we had to be brave.

As I’m typing this, I’m looking back at the post I dedicated to you last year. It still brings back a lot of emotions to me. Sometimes, I look back and reflect about what I did when the incident happened. I mean, I try not to harp on it, but you can’t ever forget such things right?

It’s been a year already.
The sadness lingers on in tiny packages in my mind.


I think I was really lucky to have known you for that short period of time.
You were totally different from what I had imagined you to be.

Hmm. I really am at a lost of words now.

But whatever it is, I wish you well.

Our hearts go all out for you!

And I’ll say it again as I did last year.

Wherever you may be now, I wish you an everlasting peace, and may the Victorian Spirit be with you.


God Bless You.

Nil Sine Labore.

For you, we remember.
We are all made up of memories.

_____________________
Hail Mary.


Sunday, October 12, 2008


Close your eyes

Wow.

Can you believe it’s been exactly a year since I last graduated from VS?
I’ll never forget that day because it was a day when everyone was so high and it was just simply awesome. Graduation Day 2007 was a day that tore me both ways in my emotions. It was a day when I just experienced all kinds of emotions. But, that happiness is tied very closely with that of sadness and pain as well.

Let’s look back and reflect.

Reminisce.

Feel it.

_____________________
Hail Mary.


Wednesday, October 08, 2008


Please don't say you're sorry

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.

_____________________
Hail Mary.


Saturday, October 04, 2008


Undo.

The previous post was, well… something different.
“I’m okay, really.”

Gosh I love saying this to assure people. It makes me all tingly and fake inside.

Well, that picture was me being drugged by medication and having a really bad case of conjunctivitis. It was a real torture.

If life had an “undo” button, what would be some of the things that you would change?
Would you go back to your past mistakes and correct them?

Or would you screw up the lives of others to make yourself feel better?

I lean towards the former as I am tempted to execute the latter.

Oh the exhilaration.

La question c’est voulez-vous?

The question is, “Would you?”
“Oui.”

I am not well. Definitely, I suppose there might be a solution to this. I might try it out but I’m afraid to. It’s rather weird.

The past week hasn’t been a good one either. I have such bad and mean thoughts about others. But I foresee worse scenarios in the coming weeks.

This is only round one, oui?

There are many more rounds to come in my life.

I know that.

But if I get knocked out in the first round, then how am I going to continue with the others?

Pain, pain, you’re not going away!
I know you’re coming again.
Haunt me again for many more days.

Oh how I revel in that thought.

You’ve laid your eyes on me, now shred me into bits.

I’m waiting. (:

_____________________
Hail Mary.


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