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Didn't I Tell You?
Every story has a time to be told, otherwise you'll be forever a prisoner inside you.
I used to think I had moved on from being this socially awkward and introverted kid, but somehow I feel that nothing has changed. I'm worried, I'm scared of the future after NS. It kinda feels more carefree while I'm in NS now, because there seems to be much less to worry about.
My future seems bleak.
Ever since I had that horrible meltdown in JC1, there's this niggling feeling inside that those dark times are looming ahead, ready to rise up once again and consume me, turning me into someone I don't recognize. Broken in spirit, left to nurse those painful wounds that I can't seem to identify.
NS is ending, the future is just beginning. I don't know what to feel anymore.
Hail Mary.