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Undo.
The previous post was, well… something different.
“I’m okay, really.”
Gosh I love saying this to assure people. It makes me all tingly and fake inside.
Well, that picture was me being drugged by medication and having a really bad case of conjunctivitis. It was a real torture.
If life had an “undo” button, what would be some of the things that you would change?
Would you go back to your past mistakes and correct them?
Or would you screw up the lives of others to make yourself feel better?
I lean towards the former as I am tempted to execute the latter.
Oh the exhilaration.
La question c’est voulez-vous?
The question is, “Would you?”
“Oui.”
I am not well. Definitely, I suppose there might be a solution to this. I might try it out but I’m afraid to. It’s rather weird.
The past week hasn’t been a good one either. I have such bad and mean thoughts about others. But I foresee worse scenarios in the coming weeks.
This is only round one, oui?
There are many more rounds to come in my life.
I know that.
But if I get knocked out in the first round, then how am I going to continue with the others?
Pain, pain, you’re not going away!
I know you’re coming again.
Haunt me again for many more days.
Oh how I revel in that thought.
You’ve laid your eyes on me, now shred me into bits.
I’m waiting. (:
Hail Mary.