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I don't know what to write for this damn title.
Hi, do you guys know what pain is?
Physical pain, mental pain, unpleasantness and emotion.
We suffer all the same.
To me, physical pain is but transient.
Emotional pain is truly where the heart of all evils reside.
Deep down there in your chest, the hurt, the grief, that tugging feeling at your organs.
You feel cornered. Claustrophobic! You try to run to escape but it doesn’t seem to dissipate. What if… you need help from others, but, but, they add on to your pain? You don’t want to take that foot forward. You’ll fall down a deep crevice. As you fall, you want to hold on to something, but get hurt in the process. Spiralling, spiralling, spiralling…
No one wants to feel vulnerable. It’s a sign of weakness. People will find that weakness off you and use it against you. What will they do?
They’ll stab you. Do you not see? THEY WILL STAB YOU.
Now go ahead, laugh. Laugh at my naivety.
Don’t say I didn’t warn you.
Retreat.
We retreat when we feel that the battle cannot be won. Oh yes, hide, hide!
Let’s all be cowards. It doesn’t change the damn fact that we still exist in this world. Do you not see? The battle still rages on, with or without your presence.
Emo.
Freak.
Crazy.
Scary.
Psychopath.
Haha.
What a joke!
What a freakin’ joke!
I never knew that I’d be associated with such words in my life. Never.
Haha, but its true, I mean if you think that such words represent me.
Then go ahead, stick that label on me. Go on.
I’m puzzled. Heh.
And highly amused. (:
Hail Mary.