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I'm a horror movie
Over the course of the past 2 weeks, it has come to my attention that there are many things that I don’t notice but people around me seem to do so.
I would call them shocking revelations… though I’m rather doubtful.
First let me make a Miss Universe statement.
*puts hands on hips and smiles like a retard*
”I believe that, everyone, has a good heart in them.”
Yes, I know, I should set up my own charity foundation like, right now. But yeah, honestly I do. I mean some people really irk the shit out of you, but when you sit down and think about it, it ain’t that bad. Maybe I’m just being too sensitive or something, I don’t know.
Okay, like I was with a group of my friends that day and there was some serious bitching taking place. I never knew they could assess a person so well. And by assessing I mean thrashing out all of that person’s bad points openly. Really, I never knew. But I guess I wouldn’t let such comments affect me simply because I regard these people as my friends.
Indifference is a beautiful thing at times.
Reading too much into something, ain’t.
Moving on, it seems that I intimidate people (omg, really?!). Yes, people have commented that I look very moody and grumpy most of the time, and that’s what deters them from approaching or talking to me. I know that when I go out sometimes, I like to give a pissed off look because it gives me some air that I find very exciting. It’s like a rush of power that floods your veins.
But in school… I don’t think I do, do I? Well, apparently I do so… whatever, really. I mean, if you honestly think that I’m an unfriendly person, then seriously, stop giving me that kind of look that makes me want to punch your eyes in and make you die a slow and painful death.
Sheesh, what is the world coming to?
In my opinion, everyone puts on a façade when they’re in school, and you just can’t be that animated/bubbly persona all the time simply because it’s tiring and everyone has their day off.
YOU CAN’T PLEASE EVERYONE.
PLEASE.
Hail Mary.