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Self Ass Team
We had civics yesterday. Our form teacher had us do this little test to determine the level of self-esteem in each of us. So we had to answer 16 true/false questions and guess what my results were… I think any of you would have guessed… I have…
LOW SELF-ESTEEM & SELF-WORTH.
Yup.
Okay, honestly, I thought I would be in the middle range but it seems I don’t have a really good judgement of myself. It has been long days on end where I just feel… or rather, don’t feel at all. It’s like a silent beast eating you from the insides; you can feel it writhing through your veins, your organs and snapping out of your throat hungrily. But once you think you have got rid of it, it rears its ugly head and slithers back down into the nothingness.
I’m confused between 2 things… change and adaptation. Are they the same? Or are they worlds apart? The fine line between the 2 seems to be very blurred and it’s very indistinct to me nowadays. So I question myself, have I changed as a person? Am I just adapting? Am I adapting to change... or is it the other way round...
Someone please enlighten me.
Hail Mary.