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SPAs and my fragile heart
Sat for my Biology and Chemistry SPAs today. I think I screwed up Bio really badly for the graph part and for Chemistry… I think it’s just as crappy. Luckily the rest of class felt the same way too. The bloody magnesium strip took so long to dissolve.
Something I dread is that SPAs make my heart beat with arterial ferocity and it makes me really stressed and my heart thumps so hard I think it'd fall out. Especially when I'm at a loss of what to do...
The feeling is "ugh!!!"
Dammit.
I’m having my Physics SPA tomorrow along with the Principal’s talk. I’m kinda worried cuz he said he’ll be showing us the review of our marks so far… Mr Low said before he isn’t jumping up and down about our marks… So yeah, hopefully it ain't that bad.
Hopefully, I can finally succeed in doing a Physics SPA well… otherwise… I think my Physics for ‘O’s is a goner.
Arghx! *tears hair out*
I only have one thing to say to myself:
GOSH NICOLAS! YOU'RE SOOOO STUPID!!!
Hail Mary.