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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Well, well. Its the start of the holidays already. How ironic. The first week of the holidays I have already gone back to school twice... lolx. Then there's the upcoming camps. Busy, busy, me. I don't know really. I've been having thoughts about many things in my life next year. I guess i'm just afraid of what lies ahead. Most of my friends are going for the IP program next year and I'm like still here? OH wells. I guess not following the trend might actually be a good thing for me? Had a reflection session in church on Sunday. Hmm, well, I reflected of course! I'm convincing myself that everything in my life from now onwards will be good and i shan't worry too much about it.

Just letting it take its own course.

Then again, the fear always lingers around me... seriously have to do something.
Secondary 3 is somewhat intimidating. Already, the pressure has set in. Firstly, the choosing of the subject combinations. I really couldn't make up my mind between History or Geography. Since the dateline was nearing I had no choice but to make my decision. Hope i can strive for the best next year. Secondly, the pressure of my upcoming leadership camps. Worrying about whether I may be a good leader or not. Then again, I had this cheer session in school today, was cheering like a bitch for close to two hours. Screamed myself hoarse. Kudos to the 2I people who worked hard screaming as well lol! We pulled it off great. Sometimes we were really pushed so hard when we couldn't carry out the cheer well. (Guess we started off shaky) Seniors were like so pissed? >.<

All part of a senior-junior relationship?

Enthusiasm?

Hah.
Having upcoming projects, exchange program. Wow. I really involved myself in so many things. I will be like half-dead. Lolx. I'm so bored nowadays I'm catching up on my reading. Really wanna get around with some friends and watch a movie or something. As long as I can get out of this house. Its so suffocating.
Arghx. Hope the coming weeks will be fun... WOOHOO! -___-
Pity on me!

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Hail Mary.